Total control
I find myself paralized and toxicated from the floor
My sick desire of self-destruction
Crawling, shaking, lying with the dead bodies next to the door
Staring at those faces on the wall
Too scared to sleep - ghosts are haunting
Can't stay awake - undead are stalking
I try to scream - but I am too weak
I'm diseased
It makes me deceased
Oh yeah!
Destination: elimination
My natural way suffocation
Fixation, liquid temptation
I'm embodyment of this wasted nation
Total Control!
My favourite emotional state
Discouragin faces around me
Makes me want to be with myself
I hate your worthless grief
And that you are never enough to yourself
Searching for a relief like reptiles
And begging it from above
I can not give it
Compassion is not love
Horns & tail & redskin
It's egocentric human being
Fear of the grief
Makes you want my company
I had to look at my reflections
I recognise some things in me
If this is me, I don't want to see
How come it has become
My favourite emotional state
My old faith, my new state, self-hate
Just take a look at my face
A new hate
Justify suicide of my mind
I'm on my knees on the ground
Where my sense is emtombed
I'm on my knees until I grow older
Discouragin faces around me
Now when I'm one of them
I hate my worthless grief
And that I'm never enough to myself
I'm searching for a relief like a reptile
But I have tied my hands before
Hatred is the one I adore
I hate myself
And I hate you too
Isolation
Curtains on the window won't open today
I'm hiding from the light
I'm making a distance to keep everything out of sight
I've lost my discipline in my head
I'm hiding from the light
My thoughts has become my fear
My day is my night
My way, fading away
My way is the wrong way
It's the end
The picture of the future flashing through my eyes
You walk out and then I rise
I'm closing the curtains and I'm back to square one again
I'm staring at the same picture again
I'm tired and weak
How can I get rid of my fault
My incapacity to speak
My way, fading away
My way is the wrong way
It's the end
I'm holding dead leaves of the tree of my dreams
All hope is not lost, it lives in new seeds
My way, fading away
I can't wait for a couple of years
to see everything disappearing while I'm isolating
I just have to live
I know that I can learn to give
I need to survive
There's so much I have to see before I die
Give me your name
I am a bad dream that wakes you up
I teach you a lesson how to give up
I built my nest inside of you
I settle down, there's nothing you can do
Let a tear flow down from your eye
And believe my every single lie
I give you a proof that you are insane
Insane, insane, give me your name
I keep on searching for another human life
I'll find my victim and then I destroy its mind
I'm the one who keeps you awake at night
I'm your parasite
You must keep our secret to yourself
And my next instruction: you hate your friends
If you want me to be dead
Charge your pistol and aim it at your head!
You can't fix yourself
Thank you for feeding my hunger
It keeps me haunting you so much stronger
Now you have found something to blame
Insane, insane, I am your name
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